me, refusing to go to a bday party with a friend: yeah i should rly take a break from drinking
also me, at home on the night of the party: (pours vodka instinctively while listening to lorde)

· #sorry #like generally for who i am as a person #december was fucking exhausting and rly hard on #me #also me: dances to perfect places alone with closed eyes while imagining a sunset a sea